May 31, 2010
sunrise
May 30, 2010
so close, yet so far away
May 28, 2010
Opportunity arises when least expected
High Art
When will you become the one
Who turns night into day
A soft spot in a song
That rings true to the bitter end
Hopeful and mindful
The past is full of memories
Dragged around for miles
An ending on its own
Words too deep to matter
Deemed high art by those who care
Luscious greens and spoken words
Tossed around the air
Yet again this unfolding of feelings
Strips me down to a shell
Words often too predictable
With rhymes killing the meaning
And here I am blaming you
The tragedy of expectation
Opportunity arises when least expected
I’m not the one to share.
May 27, 2010
'blood stains reminds me of happier days'
I am laying naked on the floor staring at the ceiling
The needle still in my arm does not numb the feeling
To have loved and lost, To have paid the cost
Now my own death is uncomfortably appealing
She was my only real connection with humanity
In my own pathetic isolated community
She held open the door, In truth she was a whore
She couldn't live without some form of immunity
I am not one who lives a life I would regret
For this reason I can never let myself forget
It will never last, They said 'cause of her past
She had sex with men for money when we met
After we had declared until death do us part
We received the news that broke her heart
The doctor news to give, The test was positive
And her short path to the grave was at it's start
Human immunodeficiency virus is the medical term
She couldn't live waiting to be killed by a germ
With my hunting knife, in the hand of my wife
She slit her wrist on this floor where blood stains confirm
If she was still here she would be giving me shit I'd bet
She would say, "Why haven't you cleaned the floor yet?"
I would try to explain, my reason incredibly mundane
I need these stains on the floor so I don't forget
I am standing now near a window and feel sun rays
Directly on my chest and my spirits finally raise
All that is left of the whore, Is the stains on the floor
That's why blood stains remind me of happier days